The answer to this question might seem an obvious one, but after recent events I’m not sure it’s as simple as it used to be.
99% of the time I told my care co-ordinator (cc) how I was feeling. I was honest with her about my suicidal thoughts, about how I struggled to see a future and spoke about if I even wanted to be alive when my view of the world is such a bad one.
Obviously being so honest led to me being sectioned and spending the last 2 weeks in hospital. And that now leaves me with my current dilemma.
If I am honest like I was before then I am likely to end up back in that place and under no circumstances is that happening again!! Which then leaves me with the option of not being honest about the way I feel. Do you think it is possible to get help whilst missing out such a huge chunk of info?
I’m actually feeling close to asking to be discharged from the service as a whole because looking at my options I think I’ll be wasting their time!
My cc left a voicemail this morning saying she is coming to see me on monday and so I want to have it sorted in my head before then!!