I saw my care co-ordinator today and in my last email I mentioned that I was waiting to see if I could go to a crisis accommodation place. Well she has been liaising with the manager and had to send over my care plan and a risk management document. It turns out that I am too high risk and they aren’t sure I can stay there.
I have to go and see the manager next thursday and see if they can help in any way. If I’m honest, I feel really confused. I thought the name gave it away that the place is for people in crisis and so surely there is going to be an element of risk associated with people going there?
My cc said on paper I look really bad and it’s only because she knows me, she knows that’s not the case. She also assured the manager that if I promise something, I stick to my word!
I feel like I’ve extended my hand for help and had it slapped away – really don’t know if it’s worth going on Thursday as I can’t handle the feelings of rejection that might come up!